Old Man Morgan

… what if God told you to reduce your life (good, bad, ugly) to pictures. What if God said you have 4 gig to show everything that was important (and is important) in your life.

And then, God told you to reduce those pics to 3 gig.

And then, God told you to reduce those pics to 2 gig.

And then, God told you to reduce to only 10 pics.

What would you do? Are the things that are important to you really important to God? Who / What is important to you? to life? to eternity?

As I try to fill my limited 4 gig of memory for use in my electronic picture frame , this becomes more important; more critical, more of an issue. I see the pics. I see the time pass by. I see me aging, getting older. Everything is changing. What if grandma Suzie were to give me more pics from when I was a child – what would I delete to make space? What if Valerie were to give me the pics she has of when the boys were young – what would I delete to ensure I was below the 4, 3, 2 gig? What if Jeana sent me pics of Joshua, Christopher, Paul? What about baby pics? what is most important? How do I understand all of this after after all of these years of conflict, stress, love, feelings, everything, all that tugs at me?

What if I truly understood? Maybe, if I did – I wil die from the pain. I am sorry, I am just a man. A simple man. The pain is so much. People think I am a workaholic – in reality I am running from the pain.

NOBODY but Decy understand me. NOBODY but Decy accepts me just as I am. Thanks GOD, HE showed me love and compassion by bringing Decy to me – Thanks God HE sent Decy …. to save my live and my soul. Without Decy, I am dead.

Thank you God. Thank you Decy.